My 1st Sem of University Life.

Group Pic during Foundation Night

The First Sem ( 4 months) ended in a glimpse of eye, i felt that i had a short but fruitful college life. There were so many things happened in one short, no matter it was good or bad. Luckily i still have friends and family who are loving and caring. If not, I might not be able to handle them.

When you start to appreciate every single thing around you, you will realise that LOVE, it's actually all around you.

April :

 I attended a 2 weeks Head Start Program. I can mix well with them, and i enjoyed the moment i had with them. I get 2 closest friends there, but they are not taking FIB. I prefered those taking Science, I didn't know why.( Perhaps this is the effect from studying 1st class). I always hope to develope some leadership skills, but Head Start doesn't seem to aid me in this area. Almost all works and games were taken over by them. Since then, i started to question my competency. Can i be a future leader ?

At the same time, something unpredictable had occurred. Someone kept smsing me, I replied as i was bored that time. Yea, when i looked back, I regretted with by action ( Why am i so stupid). That fellow(F) tried hard to impress me, using lots of dirty tactics and strategics. Trusting you ? Haha, better forget it !!!
In the end, that fellow(F) expressed everything on the stage, made everything so obvious that even the lecturers knew these. I regretted to persuade_, everyone misunderstood with us.

 I hate that kind of person, I can use 1 word to describe F : EViL. So far, not too many things happened during the program, overall i enjoyed it.

Celebrating XinZi's bday

May : This was the true starting of college life. I realised that there were some new faces appeared in class. I tried hard to approached them. So far, i will try my best to look for some close friends as my closest weren't in my class.At first, I found them. But i left them myself when i realised that they were not suitable for me. They didn't care whatever happen to me. I was like a wall flower while mixing with them. Since I didn't have close friends, I always followed my roomate, She has recommended me a lot of friends. One day, I knew someone. 'That fellow(L) looks weird, better beware of. L.' I didn't care whatever I heard, I was too stubborn and immature.Before this, I always feel that I'm good in judging human personality as a result from joining Nasional Service. OMG, i am wrong, I am too small and still lack of exposure. I mixed with L , didn't care much about whatever that has happened around me. Perhaps i was too arrogant that time.

Yet, I got to know that F who has disturbed since April has involved in a R, I relieved that Im smart enough to escape from his TRAP.

June : I was getting closer and closer with L. I started to realise that most of my HS friends weren't same as what i have expected, non of them behaves like 5A students, I had overlooked them. Something miracle happened, I noticed 1 of them is the one I am looking for. After mixing for some times, I realised that she was self-centred, not really 100%, she doesn't care about us. She only thinks of her academy.

I worked as a student helper, from there I got to know some foreign friends.

I am a loner in class, but actually i Have many friends outside the class, I m satisfied with what i have now.

I seemed to be socialise, in fact, I m loner. I didn't care much about this as i was busy with my assignments and mid-terms, especially the presentation. Fortunately, I still managed to score A for it.

July : My hectic lifestyle ended in the mid of July. However, we were getting worried and anxious with our final. I felt that i was standing futher and futher from my classmates, I m still satisfied with my current condition. Since I was busy, I didn't dare to take so long for meal time. However, they didn't like this, tried to pull my spirit down. OMG....again I was in the wrong track. I got a high but not the highest assignment marks.I wasn't happy, instead, I was furious. Is it Jealousy ? Before this, I always feel that as a 1st class student, I must stay ahead of the others. Haiz...this kind of thinking made me worse, I was stress and reluctant to mix with them. And finally, maybe i have used to the new environment, I started to accept them.

August :
Now I could see them properly. They didn't boher me once they got new friends. I have grown up, this is the real world. I believe what they have told me.I felt that i was getting more mature than before. I was sad from the lost. But remember, every loss is offset by a gain.

FIB class trip to Ulu Bendul, Now only i realised that there are many people care and concern about me, my class isn't strange to me anymore. I started to approach them.( perhaps b4 tis i was too arrogant to do so.)

I lost it but I learned a precious lesson, and experience. So, I pt all these a site, it's time 2 focus on my studies, n snap out of it. Felicia : U can do it !!!