Time flees so fast,and now i had finished my ns program.Well, i was away from my home during tat 3 months, so bad i could'nt constantly update my Blog.Nvmind, now let me flash back all my ns life here.......
At first,during d 1th 3 days, i felt very uncomfortable since i wasn't use to d environment there,it happened to each n everyone of us there.However, i didn't cry at all.....mayb i m d tough type ( perasan betul )
My life turned from a blank paper into a colourful ones after the orientation day,My company was Bravo and we got first for MPPK,this raised our confident to fight for our company.....My Heart broke into hundred pieces during the creative sports competition,i found that my team ,Bravo totally had no teamwork,they all kept blaming and scolding each other,especially d m girls,i hate them so much.
I was jealous of the other companies,i could sense a strong cooperative spirit between them even i was standing 10feets away from them.luckily,v did well on during the real competition.
I enjoyed attending the classes there,it was fun,especially d session 2 of d class.i volunteered myself 2 join 'Zapin Dance',it was the 1st time i joined dancing.I found my body and movements are sooo stiff.....n weird.Finally i still managed to dance on the stage,we messed the stage as we trained for only 2 days.
Our happiness faded when Bie left us, she was forced to do so due to her heart problem,after doing medical checkup.Since then, we all kept praying so that we won't be choose for medical checkup.
Pedaling a kayak is tiring,but fun.i fell in love with it during the first day of training, i joined double kayak with Goh.We pedalled until didn't want to get down, and crushed the muddy bank for many times.We went back with a kayak gleamed with muds.....XD
.After leaving my camp 4 cny, i started longing for some scrumptious food like,especially non- halal food.I had forget about getting fat,just relax 100% by kept eating dry grilled meats there until i got girdiness on the way bak to the ' jail '.
My class held a community services to Feldo Palong,it was a malay farmer residential areas.We visited the place for processing rubber.The rubber smells like cow dumps,at first i thoght the place was used for slaughtering cows.I like the foster parents program.I had a special cny there, that was visiting malay's house..We, the girls helped them to cook while the boys tried to entertain our foster parents. I was pampered at home,not used to cook at home, but i still managed to cut the potatoes.I was reluctant to use fork n spoon there.I ate with bared hands as a sign of respect to them.the Chicken with fat was delicious until my lip turned 2 be very sexy.
Our foster parents introduced us their traditional dessert---Buah Kabung.Even my malay friends didnt know this, the fruit is colourless, soft n taste like jelly.We ate it with sirap, i thought of eating it with tangyuan, must be match XD.
I was glad to have a chance to try these desserts,it was very diffucult to find them near my house there.
I was unique too, i was the only 1 who went to both the temple and church.I prefer church, coz could sing there.....love singing.
Shooting was incredible !!!
The sound of shooting was so loud until my ears nearly deaf there, but i m gld to hear the original sound with my own ears, not from movie or show.When shooting, the M16 exerted an enourmous force on me,and the gun was soo heavy.WE SHOOTed under the freaking hot weather.Anway i enjoyed it very much.I got 41marks,not satisfied....
I was dumped in the well when i was disqualified 4 foot drill,i didn't noe y, couldn catch up the other's step,mayb bcoz of i used 2 b a nerd in skul.Surprisingly, my compony got the 1st.I felt happy for them at d same time disappointed wif myself, i couldn't contribute to my company.
Since then,i got to know different kind of ppl there,n v must mix wif them no matter they r good or evil.At last,i found tat my 5A classmates r d best,v tend 2 appreciate every single moment v had in skul,v all study very hard,hoping 4 a better futures.
Not like sum i saw in my camp, sum have dicipline probs, sum had been in love 4 many times,while sum even don understand malay or english.
I m glad to b in 5A.No longer having self-depressed of my failures,it's time to snap out of it.
