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22/8/10
I have a dream since I was 12......
I tried very hard to realise my dream. A few days before today, I heard an anouncement on MY FM while I was driving back to my home.( Learning). I was in cloud 9 when I knew that the one who has been my idol for 7 years is coming to Malaysia. He.....is Wang Lee Hom.
I was confused at first. He will come to 1 Utama. It is located in a hectic city. I might have transport problems to get there. Plus, not many of my friends are his fans. I felt heavy-hearted to use my money, perhaps I m too thrifty. Luckily, my parents had something to settle over there. So, I followed them.

As his fan, it was the 1st time I bought his album as attending his showcase needs an album per person. I went through a lot of troubles to get it. I seldom went there, so it took me some time to find the right way. Finally, I reached PoPULar. I walked into the shop, frantically looking for Lee Hom's Album. I was panicked, I didn't find it. I saw some people were doing the same thing as me, perhaps they were looking for Lee Hom's album too. God bless me, fortunately, I glanced at a table, and found his album on the table.
Immediately, I held it and came to the staff. It was the last album sold here, he could sell it to me. Then, some girls came to him and asking the same thing. I was lucky enough to be the 1st person to see this album.
If not.....my heart will break.

Heading to New Wing. Surprisingly, Lee Hom's showcase was held outdoor. The weather was freaking hot. I was too excited, quickly got into the place. Everything was out of my expectations. There were too many people, around 5000 to 6000. Everyone was pushing and knocking one another. I was unlucky to be pushed and 'attacked' by some inconsiderate people. My body was gleamed with sweat.
When Lee Hom appeared on the stage, everyone turned crazy, including me.As I was short, I was blocked by a lot of people. I could hardly saw Lee Hom far from the stage, I stood there for too long until my legs were killing me. Lee Hom is so stunnig on the stage, he is tall and fair. For me, he is about 10x more handsome than what I saw on media. He sang on 1 song, then he started signing his albums.
As I couldn't see him clearly from far, it's time for me to see him clearly, face-to face with not more than 5 inches. He stopped about 30minutes to rest. I was so keen to see him. However, queing takes us 1 hour and 30minutes. My legs sore. I couldn't even breath in the crowd. Luckily, I got to know somw friends there.

After struggling for few hours, finally,  I could approach Lee Hom. The security guards warned us not to take photos. I was stubborn, I didn 't care them. Lee Hom signed my album. I grated him, and he looked at me.
That moment, My heart missed a bit, he is soooooooooo handsome. In my mind, he is the most handsome guy I had ever seen in my life that time. Immediately, something snapped in my mind, I asked him wherther I can take photo with him. His asistances said no to me.....But he just smiled at me, OMG...I nearly fainted, I even fogot to snap his handsome face. After that, I was pulled away by the security guard. My whole body was sweaty and sticky.
Overall, I had wasted 5 hours to see Lee Hom.
Is it worth to pay RM49.50 and line up for 4 hours just to see Your Idol ?
Anyway, I am still very happy and excited few days after his sowcase.Lee Hom made me couldn't sleep that night.

Since then, I don't dare to attend any Showcase. This can be my 1st time and also my last time attending Showcase.

My 1st Sem of University Life.

Group Pic during Foundation Night

The First Sem ( 4 months) ended in a glimpse of eye, i felt that i had a short but fruitful college life. There were so many things happened in one short, no matter it was good or bad. Luckily i still have friends and family who are loving and caring. If not, I might not be able to handle them.

When you start to appreciate every single thing around you, you will realise that LOVE, it's actually all around you.

April :

 I attended a 2 weeks Head Start Program. I can mix well with them, and i enjoyed the moment i had with them. I get 2 closest friends there, but they are not taking FIB. I prefered those taking Science, I didn't know why.( Perhaps this is the effect from studying 1st class). I always hope to develope some leadership skills, but Head Start doesn't seem to aid me in this area. Almost all works and games were taken over by them. Since then, i started to question my competency. Can i be a future leader ?

At the same time, something unpredictable had occurred. Someone kept smsing me, I replied as i was bored that time. Yea, when i looked back, I regretted with by action ( Why am i so stupid). That fellow(F) tried hard to impress me, using lots of dirty tactics and strategics. Trusting you ? Haha, better forget it !!!
In the end, that fellow(F) expressed everything on the stage, made everything so obvious that even the lecturers knew these. I regretted to persuade_, everyone misunderstood with us.

 I hate that kind of person, I can use 1 word to describe F : EViL. So far, not too many things happened during the program, overall i enjoyed it.

Celebrating XinZi's bday

May : This was the true starting of college life. I realised that there were some new faces appeared in class. I tried hard to approached them. So far, i will try my best to look for some close friends as my closest weren't in my class.At first, I found them. But i left them myself when i realised that they were not suitable for me. They didn't care whatever happen to me. I was like a wall flower while mixing with them. Since I didn't have close friends, I always followed my roomate, She has recommended me a lot of friends. One day, I knew someone. 'That fellow(L) looks weird, better beware of. L.' I didn't care whatever I heard, I was too stubborn and immature.Before this, I always feel that I'm good in judging human personality as a result from joining Nasional Service. OMG, i am wrong, I am too small and still lack of exposure. I mixed with L , didn't care much about whatever that has happened around me. Perhaps i was too arrogant that time.

Yet, I got to know that F who has disturbed since April has involved in a R, I relieved that Im smart enough to escape from his TRAP.

June : I was getting closer and closer with L. I started to realise that most of my HS friends weren't same as what i have expected, non of them behaves like 5A students, I had overlooked them. Something miracle happened, I noticed 1 of them is the one I am looking for. After mixing for some times, I realised that she was self-centred, not really 100%, she doesn't care about us. She only thinks of her academy.

I worked as a student helper, from there I got to know some foreign friends.

I am a loner in class, but actually i Have many friends outside the class, I m satisfied with what i have now.

I seemed to be socialise, in fact, I m loner. I didn't care much about this as i was busy with my assignments and mid-terms, especially the presentation. Fortunately, I still managed to score A for it.

July : My hectic lifestyle ended in the mid of July. However, we were getting worried and anxious with our final. I felt that i was standing futher and futher from my classmates, I m still satisfied with my current condition. Since I was busy, I didn't dare to take so long for meal time. However, they didn't like this, tried to pull my spirit down. OMG....again I was in the wrong track. I got a high but not the highest assignment marks.I wasn't happy, instead, I was furious. Is it Jealousy ? Before this, I always feel that as a 1st class student, I must stay ahead of the others. Haiz...this kind of thinking made me worse, I was stress and reluctant to mix with them. And finally, maybe i have used to the new environment, I started to accept them.

August :
Now I could see them properly. They didn't boher me once they got new friends. I have grown up, this is the real world. I believe what they have told me.I felt that i was getting more mature than before. I was sad from the lost. But remember, every loss is offset by a gain.

FIB class trip to Ulu Bendul, Now only i realised that there are many people care and concern about me, my class isn't strange to me anymore. I started to approach them.( perhaps b4 tis i was too arrogant to do so.)

I lost it but I learned a precious lesson, and experience. So, I pt all these a site, it's time 2 focus on my studies, n snap out of it. Felicia : U can do it !!!