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22/8/10
I have a dream since I was 12......
I tried very hard to realise my dream. A few days before today, I heard an anouncement on MY FM while I was driving back to my home.( Learning). I was in cloud 9 when I knew that the one who has been my idol for 7 years is coming to Malaysia. He.....is Wang Lee Hom.
I was confused at first. He will come to 1 Utama. It is located in a hectic city. I might have transport problems to get there. Plus, not many of my friends are his fans. I felt heavy-hearted to use my money, perhaps I m too thrifty. Luckily, my parents had something to settle over there. So, I followed them.

As his fan, it was the 1st time I bought his album as attending his showcase needs an album per person. I went through a lot of troubles to get it. I seldom went there, so it took me some time to find the right way. Finally, I reached PoPULar. I walked into the shop, frantically looking for Lee Hom's Album. I was panicked, I didn't find it. I saw some people were doing the same thing as me, perhaps they were looking for Lee Hom's album too. God bless me, fortunately, I glanced at a table, and found his album on the table.
Immediately, I held it and came to the staff. It was the last album sold here, he could sell it to me. Then, some girls came to him and asking the same thing. I was lucky enough to be the 1st person to see this album.
If not.....my heart will break.

Heading to New Wing. Surprisingly, Lee Hom's showcase was held outdoor. The weather was freaking hot. I was too excited, quickly got into the place. Everything was out of my expectations. There were too many people, around 5000 to 6000. Everyone was pushing and knocking one another. I was unlucky to be pushed and 'attacked' by some inconsiderate people. My body was gleamed with sweat.
When Lee Hom appeared on the stage, everyone turned crazy, including me.As I was short, I was blocked by a lot of people. I could hardly saw Lee Hom far from the stage, I stood there for too long until my legs were killing me. Lee Hom is so stunnig on the stage, he is tall and fair. For me, he is about 10x more handsome than what I saw on media. He sang on 1 song, then he started signing his albums.
As I couldn't see him clearly from far, it's time for me to see him clearly, face-to face with not more than 5 inches. He stopped about 30minutes to rest. I was so keen to see him. However, queing takes us 1 hour and 30minutes. My legs sore. I couldn't even breath in the crowd. Luckily, I got to know somw friends there.

After struggling for few hours, finally,  I could approach Lee Hom. The security guards warned us not to take photos. I was stubborn, I didn 't care them. Lee Hom signed my album. I grated him, and he looked at me.
That moment, My heart missed a bit, he is soooooooooo handsome. In my mind, he is the most handsome guy I had ever seen in my life that time. Immediately, something snapped in my mind, I asked him wherther I can take photo with him. His asistances said no to me.....But he just smiled at me, OMG...I nearly fainted, I even fogot to snap his handsome face. After that, I was pulled away by the security guard. My whole body was sweaty and sticky.
Overall, I had wasted 5 hours to see Lee Hom.
Is it worth to pay RM49.50 and line up for 4 hours just to see Your Idol ?
Anyway, I am still very happy and excited few days after his sowcase.Lee Hom made me couldn't sleep that night.

Since then, I don't dare to attend any Showcase. This can be my 1st time and also my last time attending Showcase.

My 1st Sem of University Life.

Group Pic during Foundation Night

The First Sem ( 4 months) ended in a glimpse of eye, i felt that i had a short but fruitful college life. There were so many things happened in one short, no matter it was good or bad. Luckily i still have friends and family who are loving and caring. If not, I might not be able to handle them.

When you start to appreciate every single thing around you, you will realise that LOVE, it's actually all around you.

April :

 I attended a 2 weeks Head Start Program. I can mix well with them, and i enjoyed the moment i had with them. I get 2 closest friends there, but they are not taking FIB. I prefered those taking Science, I didn't know why.( Perhaps this is the effect from studying 1st class). I always hope to develope some leadership skills, but Head Start doesn't seem to aid me in this area. Almost all works and games were taken over by them. Since then, i started to question my competency. Can i be a future leader ?

At the same time, something unpredictable had occurred. Someone kept smsing me, I replied as i was bored that time. Yea, when i looked back, I regretted with by action ( Why am i so stupid). That fellow(F) tried hard to impress me, using lots of dirty tactics and strategics. Trusting you ? Haha, better forget it !!!
In the end, that fellow(F) expressed everything on the stage, made everything so obvious that even the lecturers knew these. I regretted to persuade_, everyone misunderstood with us.

 I hate that kind of person, I can use 1 word to describe F : EViL. So far, not too many things happened during the program, overall i enjoyed it.

Celebrating XinZi's bday

May : This was the true starting of college life. I realised that there were some new faces appeared in class. I tried hard to approached them. So far, i will try my best to look for some close friends as my closest weren't in my class.At first, I found them. But i left them myself when i realised that they were not suitable for me. They didn't care whatever happen to me. I was like a wall flower while mixing with them. Since I didn't have close friends, I always followed my roomate, She has recommended me a lot of friends. One day, I knew someone. 'That fellow(L) looks weird, better beware of. L.' I didn't care whatever I heard, I was too stubborn and immature.Before this, I always feel that I'm good in judging human personality as a result from joining Nasional Service. OMG, i am wrong, I am too small and still lack of exposure. I mixed with L , didn't care much about whatever that has happened around me. Perhaps i was too arrogant that time.

Yet, I got to know that F who has disturbed since April has involved in a R, I relieved that Im smart enough to escape from his TRAP.

June : I was getting closer and closer with L. I started to realise that most of my HS friends weren't same as what i have expected, non of them behaves like 5A students, I had overlooked them. Something miracle happened, I noticed 1 of them is the one I am looking for. After mixing for some times, I realised that she was self-centred, not really 100%, she doesn't care about us. She only thinks of her academy.

I worked as a student helper, from there I got to know some foreign friends.

I am a loner in class, but actually i Have many friends outside the class, I m satisfied with what i have now.

I seemed to be socialise, in fact, I m loner. I didn't care much about this as i was busy with my assignments and mid-terms, especially the presentation. Fortunately, I still managed to score A for it.

July : My hectic lifestyle ended in the mid of July. However, we were getting worried and anxious with our final. I felt that i was standing futher and futher from my classmates, I m still satisfied with my current condition. Since I was busy, I didn't dare to take so long for meal time. However, they didn't like this, tried to pull my spirit down. OMG....again I was in the wrong track. I got a high but not the highest assignment marks.I wasn't happy, instead, I was furious. Is it Jealousy ? Before this, I always feel that as a 1st class student, I must stay ahead of the others. Haiz...this kind of thinking made me worse, I was stress and reluctant to mix with them. And finally, maybe i have used to the new environment, I started to accept them.

August :
Now I could see them properly. They didn't boher me once they got new friends. I have grown up, this is the real world. I believe what they have told me.I felt that i was getting more mature than before. I was sad from the lost. But remember, every loss is offset by a gain.

FIB class trip to Ulu Bendul, Now only i realised that there are many people care and concern about me, my class isn't strange to me anymore. I started to approach them.( perhaps b4 tis i was too arrogant to do so.)

I lost it but I learned a precious lesson, and experience. So, I pt all these a site, it's time 2 focus on my studies, n snap out of it. Felicia : U can do it !!!

Jpa Interview

It was my 1st time atttending interview,at Pusat Konvensyen Antarabangsa Putrajaya,it is the place used for international meeting,i was so proud to get there.My family and i were impressed by the majestic scenery there....blue sky,crystal blue lake water,modern bulidings......

I told myself not to worry,but i didn know why,i woke up at 5am.It was an hour earlier than the time i expected.i tried to close my eyes,calm my mind to sleep,but i couldn't, kept on thinking of it.My parents came accompanied me,luckily i meet one of my best friends there,karling.I reached there at 7.30am,surprisingly,there were lot of people reached there earlier than me.The centre was so high classed,air-conditioned.the hall was buzzed with smart students and parents,i tried my best to squeezed in between them to checked my num on instruction board.I was in panel 14,while my number was 24,omg, it was second last in the panel.Karling was in panel 11.

All the students looked smart , i was a bit scared , nervous and anxious.So, i tried to forget my nervousness by chating with them,and i found that they are friendly too.I was amused to know many smart and new friends there.i found that majoritiy of the candidates were applying for medicine and pharmacy.
i regretted of not choosing biotech,it 's such a less-known course.I was busy talking,forgetting to prepare a script for wat i wanna say,and the most important point was i forgot to set my hp to silent mode.

I was in the last badge,with 4 chineses and 1 Malay.I chatted with them to know each other first.Once we stepped into the room,panick-stricken for the first few minutes,then i cooled myseld to use to the condition surrounding.Our interview contain 3 sessions,first was the introduction,both 2rd and 3rd were answering the Ques.

5 of us sat in a role,according to our number,facing the 3 interviewers.3 of them looked strict,my hands started to shiver.We did the intro in malay.The only male in this badge is good in talking,he is fluent in both malay and english,and he talked a lot.the interviewers asked he alot of ques,it seemed like they were impress by his talk.I tried to voice out as much as i could,didn know y,but my mind was blank,it was abnormal.my hp rang at the begining,they didn ask me much,surely they had a bad impression on me.
theques asked in the second session was easy,it was the advantages of attending curicular activities,we were given 1 minutes to think and answer in malay.Crap,i m bad in malay,especially my speaking.Well, i tried to say as much as i could,my answer was weak, not perfect.
For the 3rd session,they asked us y u choose to study abroad instead of study locally.this 1 was okay, but when came to me, the interviewers changed my ques,he asked me to compare the edu level between Malaysian and overseas.Well,i din wan to lie them, so i just said overseas are better,and gave some evidences to support my answer.My anwers were relevant.Then, the boy's answers was totally different from me.
Overall,i wasnt satisfiy with my performances,i done terribly bad for it,well i don hope 4 it.I was relieved to lift up a heavy burden.I had done my best for my 1st experience,congraz....

Hey guys, i m free from Nasional Service

9/03/2010

Time flees so fast,and now i had finished my ns program.Well, i was away from my home during tat 3 months, so bad i could'nt constantly update my Blog.Nvmind, now let me flash back all my ns life here.......

At first,during d 1th 3 days, i felt very uncomfortable since i wasn't use to d environment there,it happened to each n everyone of us there.However, i didn't cry at all.....mayb i m d tough type ( perasan betul )
My life turned from a blank paper into a colourful ones after the orientation day,My company was Bravo and we got first for MPPK,this raised our confident to fight for our company.....My Heart broke into hundred pieces during the creative sports competition,i found that my team ,Bravo totally had no teamwork,they all kept blaming and scolding each other,especially d m girls,i hate them so much.

I was jealous of the other companies,i could sense a strong cooperative spirit between them even i was standing 10feets away from them.luckily,v did well on during the real competition.
I enjoyed attending the classes there,it was fun,especially d session 2 of d class.i volunteered myself 2 join 'Zapin Dance',it was the 1st time i joined dancing.I found  my body and movements are sooo stiff.....n weird.Finally i still managed to dance on the stage,we messed the stage as we trained for only 2 days.
Our happiness faded when Bie left us, she was forced to do so due to her heart problem,after doing medical checkup.Since then, we all kept praying so that we won't be choose for medical checkup.

Pedaling a kayak is tiring,but fun.i fell in love with it during the first day of training, i joined double kayak with Goh.We pedalled until didn't want to get down, and crushed the muddy bank for many times.We went back with a kayak gleamed with muds.....XD

.After leaving my camp 4 cny, i started longing for some scrumptious food like,especially non- halal food.I had forget about getting fat,just relax 100% by kept eating dry grilled meats there until i got girdiness on the way bak to the ' jail '.
My class held a community services to Feldo Palong,it was a malay farmer residential areas.We visited the place for processing rubber.The rubber smells like cow dumps,at first i thoght the place was used for slaughtering cows.I like the foster parents program.I had a special cny there, that was visiting malay's house..We, the girls helped them to cook while the boys tried to entertain our foster parents. I was pampered at home,not used to cook at home, but i still managed to cut the potatoes.I was reluctant to use fork n spoon there.I ate with bared hands as a sign of respect to them.the Chicken with fat was delicious until my lip turned 2 be very sexy.
Our foster parents introduced us their traditional dessert---Buah Kabung.Even my malay friends didnt know this, the fruit is colourless, soft n taste like jelly.We ate it with sirap, i thought of eating it with tangyuan, must be match XD.
I was glad to have a chance to try these desserts,it was very diffucult to find them near my house there.
I was unique too, i was the only 1 who went to both the temple and church.I prefer church, coz could sing there.....love singing.
Shooting was incredible !!!
The sound of shooting was so loud until my ears nearly deaf there, but i m gld to hear the original sound with my own ears, not from movie or show.When shooting, the M16 exerted an enourmous force on me,and the gun was soo heavy.WE SHOOTed under the freaking hot weather.Anway i enjoyed it very much.I got 41marks,not satisfied....

I was dumped in the well when i was disqualified 4 foot drill,i didn't noe y, couldn catch up the other's step,mayb bcoz of i used 2 b a nerd in skul.Surprisingly, my compony got the 1st.I felt happy for them at d same time disappointed wif myself, i couldn't contribute to my company.
Since then,i got to know different kind of ppl there,n v must mix wif them no matter they r good or evil.At last,i found tat my 5A classmates r d best,v tend 2 appreciate every single moment v had in skul,v all study very hard,hoping 4 a better futures.

Not like sum i saw in my camp, sum have dicipline probs, sum had been in love 4 many times,while sum even don understand malay or english.

I m glad to b in 5A.No longer having self-depressed of my failures,it's time to snap out of it.

Merry Christmas !

Ei Jean n Min hong invited me 2 both their parties,my parents r goin 2 malaca 2.
Haiz.....i want both, but it was impossible.Finally,i decided 2 follow my parents, n not regreted wif my decision.
After cleaning my old house,v had nothing 2 do, the only place v must go was Jonker Walk.
It was d place  v often visit,but i was not bored wif d place.maybi like 2 walk in d long,narrow, n crowded street.
V did nothing, just walked up n down n it took 2 hours.
Wacthing AVATAR in 3D version only costs rm17 per personat dataran pahlawan, it is cheaper than in k.l,
my sis n i grabbed tis golden opportunity 2 try sumthing new.i was not regretted wif it.
At first,d 3D effect was incredible, but after a few hours, v couldnt differentiate d diffence btwn 2D n 3D,i thought  v had bored wif d 3D effect......
Besides, d food n drinks there were so expensive n not tasty, omg, i m sure u will burn a hole in ur wallet when shop in dataran pahlawan.........
I was glad 2 have satay culuk as my supper...miss satay culuk so much
To my disappointment, d sauces were not very tasty.
I hope tat next time i can go some wherelse further 4 my holidays trip......

Gathering

It was my second gathering with my ex-classmates,at new gsc, ioi mall.
i was d 1st 1 2 reach there, i waited n waited, but c no 1 there.
After 35 minutes, i thought i had lost my patience.Immediately, i called one of them. i was shocked when she said she just woke up,omg,she asked me 2 wait there, they will come as fast as possible.

So,i went 2 red box counter 2 c some new promotions while waiting 4 them.All of a suddden, i saw 2 tall guys n a girl walked 2wards red box. The guys looked stunning n stylish.As there came nearer,
'Oh my god...........they r 东于哲....i stared 4 a moment, my heart missed a beat.
Am i dreaming ? Oh , is true. Excitedly i shouted their name at them. J looked at me but no response.t waved his hands, replied me with a beaming face.
Oh.....so sweet....i was as happy as a lark. They walked 2 fast, i could'nt stop them.I was a bit desperate, but nvm, as long as i had been saw them wif my own eyes.

Meanwhile, my friends reached there.She kept on apologising me. I was glad tat they did not breake promise.i told them tat i saw d singers,they were shocked 2.SY likes them very much, hope 2 c them, me 2.So, v had a delicios measl at sense cafe.

LE came in the afternoon

v bought tickets 2 watch Twilight New moon.then,v ask d rb counter about dong yu zhe 's appearance.The staff said they came 4 记者会,it just finished 1 hour ago,tat time was 2.00pm.
Haiz..............v walked around on d 4th flor 2 look 4 the other 2 friends.
this moment, an unexpected thing happen,i saw a familiar person walked out fr redbox,.
I ran as fas as i could toward them.Oh, they r 东于哲.
This time, i won't let go this golden opportunity.My friend n i chased after them.There were around 8 girls chased after them 2.
Again,i called their name loudly, they looked at me.I asked them 2 take pic wif me.Although they were rushing 2 other place, they still willing 2 fulfil my request.

Their asistant helped us 2 take pic.
Dong yu zhen my ex-classmates, tq very much, thx 4 giving me a memorable day.
n thx their asistant, great shoting skill !
i thought i was d luckiest 1 2 ' catch' them, haha.............
So, i will support dong yu zhe !!!

4 twilight new moon,it was d fisrt time i watched totally love story,they hugged n kissed 4 so many times, almost more than 10 times.
I was bored with tat action, not really understand the story.
i like the part where Bella went 2 volturi, n jacob fighted with d vampire.
Cool jacob......
After tat, v went shopping.

Happy Deepavali !!!

Pn Bhavanee invited us 2 her house, it was d 1st time i visited teacher 's house.She invited d whole class.'To her disappointment' ( i think) , only 3 of them came, kuan wai, gwen , n i.

I grabbed tis opportunity 2 try some indian's delicacies, it's sumthing new 2 me since i nv go 2 indians house b4,kaka..... v visited our indian friends's house, Thurga n Jekadesh, d following days.
Our teacher let us tried her home-made curry, milo biscuits ........
Later, i followed my family 2 d The Wellness Resort ( B4 tis was Palace Beach n Spa ).
Suddenly felt myself was photogenic, n so was my family.